mutantkoalabff: (me in reality‚ the light and the dark)
Allison "Allie" Underhill ([personal profile] mutantkoalabff) wrote2015-06-06 02:47 pm

CR Chart

DAVE STRIDER
"That's 'cause you and I are really similar in a lot of ways, too, girl."
Awesome dude. We speak the same language--and by that I mean copious slang. We can talk forever about everything or nothing. The first person I told about the creature realm. I'll keep the Cyber Viruses away from his head, he seemed freaked by the idea of them. He's been through the apocalypse and still has (most of) his chill. Definitely the dependable sort. Asking about his home life is a BAD IDEA. When we get out of here, I'm going to meet all his friends. I have to believe that.

After everything that's happened... I'm worried about him. I'm worried he's broken. I'm trying to keep him together, but... Dave, we have to find a way to save everyone...we will. Don't check out. Don't leave me to deal with all this.

...He's a cool hipster.

status: alive.


ISABELLE PEDIGREE
"I appreciate the help, but if you're going to help me then I'm going to help you, too."
Isabelle is probably the nicest one of us here. She kept insisting I was a good person when I told her a little about the Cloak, like the freaking saint she is. If anyone can keep the peace, I'm not surprised that it's her. I hope she doesn't have to keep the peace anymore, though. I've figured out why I feel so comfortable. Even though she's probably like, ten years older than me and also a dog, I just keep thinking... This is how my mom used to be. Before she left. I don't know how to reconcile that.

...Except, well...I guess it's not all black-and-white? Mom's a bad person. Isabelle's not. Bumbled through telling her she's kind of the closest thing I've had to a mom in years, but at least I got that off my chest, right?

status: alive.


URYUU RYUUNOSUKE
"Hey, what can I say? I know how I am and I'm not looking to change that!"
I thought he was laid-back, but he's just the type to avoid all his problems until they boil over. Stop doing that! Hopefully (if there are more trials) he'll come talk to me if he starts freaking out. He tends to become a different person when we're all in the courtroom together. Ryuu's the only one of us with corpse experience. After everything we've been through, he's still keeping a positive outlook, too. He's wrapped up in something weird back home, a magical war. I told him I'd help, if we both get out of here. His wish is to bring back his family. Of course I'll help with that. A Water-user. That's what he'd be. He's searching for answers about his murdered family. Or, he was. Before all this.

...At least. That's what I thought.

I don't know what to make of Ryuunosuke anymore. Ask me again later.

status: alive.


LAVERNIUS TUCKER
"Man, some of the guys I know back home could take lessons from your motivational skill, kid."
I still can't believe it happened. Such a nice, funny guy is gone, because of Monobear's poison candy. I wanted to keep talking to him about his life in that box canyon, and his son. His son. Someone's gonna have to tell that kid his dad's not coming home. ...Don't think about it. Can't think about it. Tucker always wanted us to be happy. Happy.

He's lost them both now. What can I do? This place will just keep taking away the people we get attached to.

status: dead.


FUTO MONONOBE
"Such optimism is refreshing. Thou hast my sword. Relatively speaking."
Absolutely messed up telling someone from the past she's 1400 years displaced. Futo takes it in stride, though, and I like that about her. NOT a proper lady, don't call her that. Also calls me "Allison-dono," totes formal. Don't tell anyone, but it kinda makes me feel like I'm in an anime. A little much?

Futo's got a lot more secrets than I thought. And she's trusted me to know she's not exactly human...or at least doesn't have a human body? It's complicated, but I'm honored. She's been through a lot. It's good to know she's letting down her walls.

We talked about summoning, and it's the most relaxed I've been when letting the secret slip. I wish I could see her work.

status: alive.


RYOJI MOCHIZUKI
"Keeping your feelings inside, treating them like an embarrassing secret... that sounds painful."
Scarf buddy, even if his clothes don't match. How can one person be so sweet? Whenever I talk to Ryoji, it's like...I just want to tell him things, in a different way than Tsukiyama. I like the guy. He remembered something really awful last week and kept saying he was dangerous. Familiar, much? I hope he opens up to me. He wants to take people on dates. All people. He even asked me out! But things are different for him, I guess? It's not exactly romantic. ...If I want to ask him for advice about that sort of stuff, is that bad?

Ryoji's... He's not human. But that doesn't matter. It doesn't matter where he came from or what he is. He's Ryoji. What matters is what he's going to do, what he's done...and the fact that he's a good person.

status: alive.


SILVER RENAUD
"I still trust you, you know. I don't think you're gonna hurt anyone."
AU of my childhood rival, where he's not a jerk, has a Weavile, and apparently grew up in the woods. Despite all that arguing-- I like hanging out with him, because even though I get the feeling he's not good with words, he tries. And besides, he's a good guy. I told him about my world and he believed me, but more than that, he listened when I thought I'd lost myself to the Cloak. He promised to stop me. Turns out we have a few more things in common than Pokémon, huh? Weavile's the sweetest little thing, and Honchkrow's... He's fun.

I trust you. And you trust me. Whatever your future holds, you're not a bad person, Silver.

status: alive.


KAYNETH EL-MELLOI ARCHIBALD
"...hah, and you were one of the ones I thought was just going to die when someone else showed their colors. Well, at least you're honest."
So many of the others were calling for your death. I hate you for killing them. For actually planning out a murder that killed two people. But you were loosening up. We'd just spoken a week before...we weren't your enemy. Why did someone have to take his damn hand? Why couldn't we have stayed united? I can ask why all I want, but I'll never get an answer. You're dead.

I understood, you know. I wanted to act on that one too. He wouldn't have wanted me too; would your fiancée have? I guess we'll never know. I guess it's not as black and white as I've always thought.

status: dead.


KUREHA TSUBAKI
"But make sure there's someone watching out for you, too."
Why? Just...why? Why didn't I try harder? Why didn't I talk to her more? Why did I think I'd have time? I think I could've understood her, if we'd talked more. If I'd tried harder. Dave really liked her...and so did Haruka. At the very least, I'm glad I could give her a friendly touch before she died, but the feel of her hand being torn away from mine... I think that's going to haunt me for a long, long time.

Her secret put her in the wrong circumstances, and people died. It's telling. Isn't it time to let go of my secret, too?

I've got your charm on my wrist. It'll remind me of my promise.

status: dead.


DUSTER WOODYA
"Once we leave, want to head out together? It'll be safe to stick as a group before we have to go our own ways."
He was the kind of guy you could count on. The kind of guy you could trust, and who deserved so much more than what he got. And now he's gone, because of that candy and because of Monobear's stupid motive, and because of his dad. A parent's supposed to take care of their child, not...make him feel like that. I can't stop thinking about it. Duster was the first person I talked to here, the first one I met. He'd just remembered something to make him more happy and confident, and then this happens?! I miss him already. Haruka said we have to carry on for him. I'll try- no I will. His village will fight for him.

I wish he could've understood how important he was, to all of us. I wish I'd helped him more last week. I wish a lot of things were different. I hope, at the end, you just knew you were loved.

status: dead.


HARUKA SAIGUSA
"...Really? You'd do that for someone like me? I'm just kinda weird, and you all have your own homes and stuff to fix there."
Conversations with Haruka are like a choose-your-own-adventure book. You never know where you'll end up or what way you'll take to get there. I like it. Her energy's needed, but I wonder how much of it's genuine. When we get to talking, it feels like I never want to stop. She just has that quality about her. She's had awful things happen to her back home, something about being driven from school and blamed for things she didn't do... It's disgusting. I have to help her, somehow. But first, we have to get out of here. She calls me Allie-pyon.

We have to stand together. I think, if we work together, maybe we can do this.

status: alive.


MERIDIANA EVERETT
"...I know what it's like to carry that sort of weight. Please believe me, you're not alone in that."
You know, I haven't really had a girl friend like her before. We can talk and I can confide in her, even though she's from so far in the past. That doesn't matter. She's just about as sweet as Isabelle. If anyone tries to pull a fast one on her, I'll punch 'em. I already need to go back in time and punch, like, half of Victorian England or something. I still haven't come up with that nickname.

...I said I wouldn't let anyone use her, and then... And then this. How? How couldn't I have seen...? Meridiana was victimized her whole life, and she said I was her best friend, and I still couldn't save her in the end. I lead us to convicting her. Thinking about the trial just makes me sick.

I'm sorry. I'll keep going. I'll never, ever give up. For you.

status: dead.


HARVEY FINEVOICE
"I know you might want to be alone right now. Just...you can't do that forever. Trust me."
Come back. Please come back. We need you here. You kept us together, and now we're fractured. You were so caring, wanting to look out for everyone and keep us safe and happy. You were like a dad. You were a dad, of course you knew just what to do to keep us kids calm and happy. How could you possibly choose us? I want to knock on your door again, and I want you to answer. But I know that can't happen.

At least he was happy before it all happened. At least he had a normal conversation. At least... I can't do this.

I'd never seen a dead body before.

status: dead.


DAVID WASHINGTON
"You'd think the least they could do was leave a note or something, geez. 'Hi, I kidnapped the twenty of you for X reason. See you in an hour.'"
Thanks for letting me stay in your room for a few nights. And for the knife lesson even though it probably wasn't a good idea? Definitely wasn't. He's thoughtful, kinda silly. Also hella good looking, if I say so myself. He told me all about the horrible experiments that went on back home, to him. It was horrifying, but he had to tell someone...and I'm glad he told me.

...Dead. Dead, and eaten, and he left me a letter. I've never gotten a letter from a dead man before, you know? Wash was just trying to cope with Tucker, and then... I can barely think about it.

I'm sleeping in his room now. With Dave. It's for him...but it might be a little for me, too.

status: dead.


MAYA FEY
"If we can dig up more information about that bear... Maybe we can figure out what's going on."
We were just starting to get closer before she died. She told me stuff. Stuff I could relate to, and... I liked her. She was almost like what I've always imagined a big sister to be. I can't believe she's gone.

Her body was so still. So cold. I don't ever want to touch another one again. You were a fighter, Maya. You didn't deserve that.

status: dead.


ULYSSES LAERTIADES
"You know I'm not actually from space. I've just spent a lot of time there."
I never got to talk to him as much as I should have. He was a father and now he's dead. His kids... Will they just keep waiting for him to come home?

You were a good guy, Mr. Ulysses. Thank you for trying to save Maya.

status: dead.


SHUU TSUKIYAMA
"No matter what happens here, Allie-chan, I'm glad to have met you. You know that, right?"
This guy. His fashion sense may be abysmal but he's the kind of person we need here. He's smart and nice and he's always thinking about others. "It was easier when it was just a strategy," he said...so he feels the same way I do. He's an invaluable friend. I told him...a lot of things, actually. About the war back home. About my "future." About my gauntlet. About mom. ...About my nature. When he says I can talk to him, trust him...I just have to. He's got some kind of disease that's eating away at him. I'm scared of losing him, and being left behind--but I believe we'll both get out of here. I won't let this thing take him over. Even if it's because of hotel murder, I'm glad I've met him.

It scares me, a little bit, how fast I've grown attached. Especially considering what's happening to him...but he won't leave me. He promised. I believe him.

...He didn't lie to me. What else do I... He said I was his. He said he'd throw my life away, all of our lives away, but that I was his and that's so beyond fucked up. That scares me, and him-- eating people, or making that weird tentacle drill, that didn't-- I hate him, for Meridiana, but I can't-- I can't- God, Meridiana, Wash, everyone, I'm sorry.

Why do I still think of him as a friend?

status: alive.


WARIO WARIO
"Maybe if you wanna tell that crap to-a some of the other losers hangin' around here, but that's not-a the way I handle things!"
How could I just give up after one try? What is WRONG with me? Why did I say all that stuff about wanting him gone? He was a freaking bully and a jerk, but Dave was right. About everything.

I thought someone I didn't like dying wouldn't mess with me. Guess I was wrong.

status: dead.


RUFIOH NITRAM
"You seem pretty damn chill about it all though. You got some idea what's going on here doll?"
He was a freaking kid. A lonely, scared kid. Why didn't I talk with him more? We had so much we could've connected about, who cares if he was a little embarrassing? If he felt more welcome or liked, maybe he wouldn't have gone off. We could've prevented this. I could've prevented this.

Wish I could've asked more about his favorite anime. Given him some more fun times.

status: dead.


MONOBEAR
"Mmm...well, if you really wanna know, the things I like and don't like are as simple as black and white!"
Psycho Bear. Evil Teddie. Lots-o'-Killin' Bear. The worst kind of creature. He's probably 100% evil...and definitely can jump dimensions.

I tried to get intel from him...too late. I have to try again. I have to keep trying.

status: active (unfortunately).


SELF

ALLISON UNDERHILL
"this isn't darkness, it's focus."
I've been a stupid fool, and I've no one to blame but myself. My thing is supposed to be keeping two steps ahead of the game, but I didn't even know I was in one. ...And I still don't know how to play it...if we're still continuing this metaphor-- there's so much I don't understand. So much about myself and everything here. But.

All I know is, I won't give up. Not on Dave, not on getting out, not on-- anything. It's time to stop playing around. We're getting out of here. No matter what.

status: alive.


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